Forget Me: Set Me Free.

You have a dark, twisted way of loving people. Of keeping them alive in the sickest corridors of your heart and mind, but killing them in person. Over and over, because “sorry” will make it a bit better as you do it. Even though your body has already forgotten me long ago, I know in […]

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Writing Your Hardships as a Story that was Meant to Be.

When you can’t find the answers to why and how something happened, step back and pretend that it was all apart of a higher power’s plan, and make sense of what that story may be like a Disney movie or a Kdrama we’d see. Because most of our pain, is from the thought that this […]

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Watching the One Who Hurt Me Heal

I don’t think there is any way I can go about writing this piece without sounding unbearably naive to some. Or without hearing my own voice shake. Because as we are both sitting here, each healing our own wounds, I know all the things that the world is thinking of us. The mercy we don’t deserve, […]

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My Perception of Life?

A friend asked me what my perception of life was. Something that not many take the time to sit me down and ask me of even after years of knowing me. He wondered why it took so long for me to answer him. I wondered too. But I told him: Maybe because I’ve been cultivating my perception […]

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I owe no one nothing: Not my status of virginity.

For the first time in a long time, I felt cornered, truly lost on where to go, not knowing what to do to get past this moment in time, with my heart utterly crushed again. I called out for you. As you are making the day of someone else, do you know I am constantly […]

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If I Was the One to Leave First

Sometimes, when someone you love leaves, trauma makes you only remember the good things. The perfect, rose-colored glass picture. And somehow the blame can only hover over you. But it’s never that way (in most cases). It always takes two. Sometimes, we have to be honest with ourselves. After the storm has calmed, to do our best […]

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Resetting When the One You Love Leaves

It is almost safe to say that ever since you left, I have been sick for so many days and I have cried almost every of those days. Even if the heart & mind wants to forget, the body always remembers. The trauma that is left upon it. I guess you can also say that […]

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Healing

Healing comes in waves. Sometimes the waves are higher, sometimes, smaller. Sometimes the waters are calm. The water is clear. And you can see the shore again. Dear, I ask that you allow every ounce of your body to enjoy that moment. Find the corners of your lips lifting. Find that bittersweet smile in knowing […]

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