I Forgive Myself.

“In order to heal, we must first forgive…and sometimes the person we must forgive…is ourselves.” -Mila Bron

To let go of the past and move on, is to be able to forgive all that has been done. To start a fresh, new year, a lot of letting go must be done. So here goes.


I forgive myself this year.

I forgive myself for being responsible in breaking my own heart.

I forgive myself for allowing someone to be in my life who was much overdue.
I forgive myself for not seeing sooner what I deserve and what I am worth.
I forgive myself for blaming and hating myself for the pain someone else caused me.
I forgive myself for believing in something that was not there.
I forgive myself for holding onto toxicity and pain.
I forgive myself for hurting both myself and another in trying to help them heal when they did not want to.
I forgive myself for hurting those who love me while trying to follow my heart.
I forgive myself for only seeing the good in others.
I forgive myself in believing my self-sabotaging thoughts and manipulation from others of my intentions and effort.
I forgive myself for every moment I abandoned myself to love someone else.
I forgive myself for believing in miracles.
I forgive myself for not having all the answers the first time around.
I forgive myself for degrading myself so low just to be loved.
I forgive myself for holding onto a memory.
I forgive myself for not having known how cruel the world could be.
I forgive myself for believing horrible things about myself.
I forgive myself for allowing others to raise their voice above mine.
I forgive myself for being afraid.
I forgive myself for seeing possibilities to the end even if it costs my well being.
I forgive myself for not knowing better.
I forgive myself for being so forgiving.
I forgive myself for caring more for others than myself.
I forgive myself for letting go and no longer holding myself accountable.
I forgive myself for all the memories I will erase.
I forgive myself for waiting on another to validate and define the good things about myself.

I forgive myself.

I forgive and forgive myself. All the horrible things I’ve done to myself. I forgive. I am so, so sorry. And I will love me so much more this year for all the sorrow I’ve felt.


What will you forgive this year?

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