Don’t View Me as a Lost Cause.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for living a life that makes you feel uncomfortable and unable to fathom coping with.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for always choosing the harder path when I have so many privileges to walk the easier one.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for allowing someone back into my life, who the world saw deeply betray and hurt me.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for allowing people to come and go, to learn and grow, to have another chance at being my family, my friend, my love etc. Simply because they are that important to me; because life would be too long if I didn’t see to the end of what our bond might be.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for being unable to do anything but to listen to my heart at all times. For no longer persevering through someone else’s comfort at the cost of mine.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for not minding what people might say or think when I could’ve gotten away with an image of perfection if I had just kept quiet.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for not being afraid of what might happen to me, because I cherish the moment as it is.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for taking 22 years of hating myself to finally be so in love with myself, that I simply just cannot stop for anyone now.

Don’t view me as a lost cause for somehow still having the courage to dream and face better, brighter days. For believing in so much more good. Even when the world thinks I’m going downhill. Somehow it looks uphill to me. Because I know this is my life resetting once again for the new adventures to come. New things are coming, new possibilities, new triumphs, new growth, and new parts of me to meet.

Please, please….Don’t view me as a lost cause for still learning, growing, and creating myself just as you are.

Advertisements

Leave Nakita a Note!

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s